Hello all.
It's December. It has been a month since I last posted, which means I've officially given up the National Blog Posting Month challenge. I seriously don't see how anyone can blog everyday about their lives in an interesting manner. Even if i do post stuff, none visit this blog anyway. I guess my life ain't that interesting.
It has been a long procrastination-filled two weeks. I've been telling myself very so often to get started on some revision for the upcoming test. Apparently I just can't seem to get started with much. Even though I do try my best to pay attention during tutorials and lectures, there is only a certain amount of achievement you get out of it. I really gotta get started soon or my hopes of joining back into the team would be seriously threatened.
The thing is, I really do want to make full use of my precious days. But there is only a restricted amount of time I have. 24 hours never seems to be enough. And my insomnia doesn't seem to be helping me either. Trouble sleeping and waking daily never fails to disappoint the anal lecturers. Well, at least I try to complete all my given assignments and projects on time (*a pat on the back for you Selvam*).
I don't know why but the past week has been kind of stressful to me. It does sound weird to have the word 'stressed' and 'me' in the same sentence. I've never complained to be stressful before, but I just can't understand whats wrong with my life right now. Family never ever seem to be understanding, underlying feelings of the team, regret of losing a friend. I don't know. There's just so much stuff on my mind right now. I just need some space, to breathe. I do still pray for him every night before i sleep. Hope he's doing fine without me.
PS: People are starting to think I'm gay for no apparent reason. I don't know what's wrong with them, but I'll just let them be.
